Feeling overwhelmed this week. poly life isn't really as easy as i thought it would be. in fact, its even worse than sec sch. sec sch, fail mid year or common test all this nvrm. just need to chiong hard for eoy, and everything's fine. but now, every little thing matters-even homework. tutorials and practicals and even sports count into the final GPA score. and gpa is cummulative, from year one all the way to year three. no starting over or refreshing every end of one semester or year.
i really do prefer my sec school teachers. its like my lecturers now, idk what to say. seriously suck. argh.
like INPH, teaching wise is fine. but then whenever my classmates or me ask a question, she'll go one whole big round-and nvr answer the question. i suspect she doesnt know how to answer the question, thats why she talk abt other things, go one big round pretending she's answering the question, in the end never. argh.
then OBC, i dare say that almost all of my class including myself dont understand what he is talking abt. like seriously. he explains indepth abt some topic suddenly, and nobody knows what topic or what thing he's talking abt. then finally explain finish, everybody like, huh alr he move on, then at the back, he says that is the topic. shouldnt he introduce to us the topic first before starting on the explanation? and then is like ask him to repeat himself, he repeat in a whole new different way, different words used. make it even more confusing. ask him to slow down, he's like, oh no this is the speed for poly lectures, you have to get used to it. like hello? its not one or two ppl dont understand him leh. ITS THE WHOLE FREAKIIN CLASS INCLUDING VBS. -.- and then he teach so many things, we're like trying very hard to understand, he doesnt give us time to do so and just move on to next topic. then is like after that he says oh that topic not impt. you dont understand nvrm. this part this topic is the most impt. you have to know this. &hello, big surprise, its the most difficult part and completely no link to the previous stuff he taught? im trying really hard to understand chemistry. i miss ms toh, even if she's fast, she'll make sure everyone understands before moving on. really want to go back to hs to ask her to tutor me, but like v weird? so i resorted to asking kenneth on twitter. hah. he helped me a lot luh. thanks to him i finally understand the front part. too bad the most impt skeletal structure part he haven learn yet so he cant teach me ._. i think my class got one guy is jc de. i know he understand, maybe i'll ask him when we're more familiar with each other. last resort go find teacher ><
CMB, its like recap of sec 3 and 4 work. but im not really interested in bio anymore, so i find myself daydreaming in class. crap. i cant help it. its boring, and the teacher also.. haiish. i find 1PO2 so lucky, their lecturers all quite good de. nvrm, we're switching next sem. meanwhile i shall GAMBATEHH!(:
cca wise, i've joined three. one sports-yoga. one arts-guitar. &one community-hi club. oh, have food aid also. but that one not confirm yet. my cca all same as jieying except she have judo also. haha. she's from PO2, my darling xD yuanyuan also joining yoga(: i wanted to join nra, but didnt go for the audition. so yeah. maybe next year, i join with cingtong after she take out her spine brace ba(:
&then, i had my scholarship interview on 26 april. the person called me and told me its 26 april. so im like okay can. then on 25 april i went to check email and npal, it says 25april. i called up the office and they confirmed that yeah, its 25 april. im like crap, so i missed the date?? luckily, they were able to fit me in on 26 april at 8.50am. so yeah, i went. the interview didnt go well in my opinion. i went in, they ask what happen to me yst, so i explained. they're like, ok. then one of them was like, you have to treat us all ice cream for fitting you in. im like whaaat? arent you obliged to interview me with no strings attached? then anw the interview started. i feel like they're only giving me that interview due to proctool since they have no right to deny me the interview. it seems as if they're cutting me off continously because they wanna get this interview over and done with. they also didnt write anything down like reference to what i said or anything. and they didnt even bother to look at my report book and testimonial. i really feel that if they read my testimonial i will have i higher chance of getting the scholarship because its really well written.(i asked my other friends, this did not happen to them)the whole interview lasted for less than 5 mins. its supposedly normal. argh. i reallyreallyreally want the scholarship luh. &yes, its because of money. its also great incentive for studying hard. after the interview, i feel as though my chances have just decreased significantly, but im keeping my hopes up. *really prays hard* hope i get shortlisted for the third round. i'll definitely do MUCH better and i'll impress the panel and get the scholarship! *please god, let me get the scholarship!*
its now only the second week of school, but i find myself drowning in homework and practicals and project work. now thankfully, my obc project work is done, so im left with practicals. inph prac is a lot of work. so much info required. im not done with lab one ex two where i need to use the USP. i have to go to the library for this. but lazy sia. shall take a leaf from shihui, use google xD gonna do that later.&then inph got pbl also. but its due on 28june. sounds like alot of time to prepare but then because its group work, we have to find a day where everyone can meetup. ahhh. i wanna do a good job for this. thankfully im grouped with really nice and responsible ppl.
aiming to finish all my homework and revision today and get ready for next week, new info. im not having enough sleep recently. which explains the multiple breakouts& oil on my face and my recent hair loss ._. seriously like drop a lot hair sia. scare i become botak. Zzz. im like catching up on my sleep during the weekends. slept a full twelve hours last night! super shiok. i have tonight to do that again. heh. *happy much* :D
Ahhhh. i spent seriously a lot of money this month.(i know, i said this in my previous two post too) but yeah. stressing that fact. lolz. i also dk what i spend on that 50bucks a week is not enough and i still have to withdraw money laa. lets hope next week would be enough. gonna note down what im spending on ._.
oh well, thats all for this super long post. gonna bathe & get back to completing my homework and revision.
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4/28/2012 05:55:00 PM
Did I hear someone say "chocolate"? 
Saturday