So. wasn't online this past 2 days cause i wasn't feeling well. Argh. Diarrhea + menstrual cramps +eye infection(sort of). KNS. Went to see doc yst, gave me a whole heap of medicine. i realised that medicine for cramps doc almost always gives Ponstan. haha. i haven't taken any yet. mama keep telling me to bear with it & not to take unnecessarily unless really damn pain until buay tahan. ok can.
Tmr going Alexandra hospital to interview pharmacist. Heng ah, yy found someone who agreed to be interviewed. so nervous. feel like i havent done anything to help ._. Shall ask mama for the contact of her company pharmacist to interview him. heh. Been feeling so tired recently. sleeping like a pig. not my fault kay. its the time of the month. LOL. my internal body clock is screwed. really need it to get back to normal before sch reopen manzx. argh. so not looking forward to sch. so stress. i still got a lot homework haven finish && also practicals and revision ._. seriously, time to start studying instead of reading my books.
I've been feeling somewhat philosophical lately, so i shall end this post with something that has been on my mind since i entered poly.
In life, things don't always go your way. How you perceive things often contradict with how things really are. Yet, you often wish that you lived in a perfect fairytale land where everything has a perfect happy ending. Like if you try hard enough, you would succeed. Or if you love someone, he or she will love you back.
My mind, for one, has more often than not been a harbor of fantasies of happily ever afters. But if there's one thing that I've learnt in my sixteen years, is that life is never a bed of roses, regardless whether you're born with a silver spoon in your mouth, or just another middle-class citizen.
Try as you mat to dictate your life and pan out the future for yourself, fate always has it in a way that you could very well end up somewhere else. Lately, I've been questioning where i would be later in my life, where else it used to be a case of where i wanted to be.
Life is just like a huge complex mathematical algorithm; with every one fixed variable, there are probably tens or hundreds of unknown and/or changing variables. One moment you might think you have it all, only to realize the very next moment that you're left with nothing.
It's often a case where you take things for granted and just assume that everything remains status-quo, every single moment of your life.
♥our lips must always be sealed
6/17/2012 04:31:00 PM